i got pregnant even though we used a condom that didn't break and I was getting so sick i couldnt eat anything or drink anything so i was dehydrated and starving and i didnt have money to buy the meds to fix it and the father didn't want anything to do with me or our baby so he refused to give me money for it. since the father is so shallow he refused to help he said that im a liar and to f**k off cause im not his type. so i had to get a abortion and i hate myself for doing that i killed a poor thing but i didn't want to i just wanted to feel better i cant stop finding myself cry when i think this i repented my sin to god but i still feel horrible for killing my child